From my other blog, which I neglected for a couple of months. This is the reason I haven’t posted lately. I was busy revaming my old blog, so I could use it again without having the dysphoria throw me off-balance.
The blog lay forgotten in a corner of the web. Or rather, I hadn’t forgotten about it, I just couldn’t bring myself to update it anymore. My head was spinning. The blog didn’t feel right to me anymore. Not mine.
I was this girl that never felt very girly. I was this girl who grew into the woman that was never good enoug. Never feminine enough. I tried and failed. Not once. Not twice. I tried and failed a thousand times, and with each fall the hurt got worse.
Deep down I knew it all this time, but I didn’t want to give in. So after each fall I gritted my teeth and got up. I’d work harder at being the woman I was supposed to be.
Then life got in the way. I needed to change my clothing style because I could no longer walk well…
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