Tag Archives: disability

The clothes make the man

The other day my niece got married. Up until the very lastĀ  moment I didn’t know whether or not I wanted to go to the wedding. Don’t get me wrong, I love my niece, but I don’t feel at all … Continue reading

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T-Day

Finally! Today is T-Day. Yesterday the taxi picked me up at half seven – which is way too early for me, but that couldn’t be helped, as I didn’t fancy an even longer wait – and took me to my … Continue reading

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Still waiting

June has comeĀ  and I’m still waiting. Meanwhile I found out that age had not taken care of my shark weeks and I had the most horrible migraine I had in ages. Oh well. I guess that means my hormonal … Continue reading

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Drag

Last Sunday I went to see my daughter who lives in another part of the country. It’s not all that far, really. Just a little over one hour by train. But it’s a huge thing for me, to go there … Continue reading

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Back to School

Yesterday I had another appointment with my gender therapist. The new one. The one I really like and feel comfortable with. And yet, if I were completely honest with myself, I had to admit that I didn’t want to go … Continue reading

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Fear of the unknown

I’ve been absent for too long. I wanted to write, and yet I didn’t. I buried myself in my many DIY projects in and around the house. Always a good way to not have to think too much. Life can … Continue reading

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Paranoid

If something sounds too good to be true, it usually is. Things definitely sound too good to be true lately. Am I dreaming and about to wake up? Is life pulling pranks on me? One My now ex-gender therapist called … Continue reading

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